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Hi … this is mi … I’m not so sure how we’re going to manage this, because kitty is rubbing up aside us to go to bed and getting fur in my nose. But, we’re a little wound up and thought we should try some calming down. Also because we just took our medicine, so decided to try another treatment for the teeth cleaning … Of the ten, we are down to this one and three more, so progress is being made. I think they look a whole lot better, but its hard to tell because the mirror in our bathroom isn’t the brightest. I tried looking in the car mirror, but its hard to study the situation when stopped at the light. Yes, this is probably why that car in front of you takes so long getting off the line. Be so cautioned.Tonight we had an appointment with Dr. M. This one didn’t go so well. We haven’t been able to think it through yet. We had garbage food on the way home, and then putzed around an email link looking for newsworthy articles. Oh … and over at aol news too. I don’t want to, but feel I should report I’m still showing interest in the ‘terrible’ stories. Pretty much that means crime stories. For some reason I think I should testify that I heard the victim’s suffering, but then I’m interested too in how bad is bad. One lady got dragged by an angry boyfriend’s car for 3-4 miles. It took him that long to decide that she was probably dead enough to untie her and leave her in the bushes. I feel angry about this kind of stuff and I shake my head, but then after a few bad stories I am able to turn away, somehow because my faith in evil has been restored once again.
Umm, maybe we should stay away from the news especially after a Dr. M. night. Most of the time out there were younger parts out. We had had a tough time because we had to get past his front door. Yes, sometimes its bad like that. We have some sort of thing going on with his assistant. I’m sure she is a very capable person, but I think she’s doing a pretty good job of blowing us away. Today, she not only stuck her head out, she hung out in her door frame, then crossed over to the space in front of Dr. M’s door, AND THEN had the audacity to come over to our space where we sat at the table and chair. We kind of reached near crisis. I think one or two more feet we would have either lost consciousness or caned her to pieces over her head. Dr. Marvin came out in the nick of time. We had a hard time entering the room, then at the end we had a hard time leaving. About 50 minutes of the time was listening to part after part express herself in one form or another. All kinds of different emotions. There were more parts more older toward the last part who were more assistive in pulling things together. Dr. Marvin tried asking us what we could have done to help the situation. One of the parts thought screaming was a good idea. He was like no let’s try again. Well, for the record, I didn’t think screaming was a bad idea.
The situation was made worse because he got defensive over the lady which turned us like three more parts. I think the gist of it was that he was taking “her side” and she was very controlling, powerful, and manipulative. He was trying to make it like that all was ok, because she was taking care of his business. One of us got mad enough to accuse him of being married to her. Someone else asked something like don’t you have any serious doctoring to do. Well, not quite like that, but something close. We said aren’t you suppose to find something dark and evil in our past to make us understand where the ogre feelings come from? He considered that for a second, he then asked is there something going on? We thought for a minute then blurted out … well, yes I wrote a letter to my mother today. Then he got on this all powerful … ohhhh that is what is going on thing. We didn’t care who got blamed by that point … we were feeling pretty miserable. That kind of place that dwells in tears. That’s about when he got down to some serious doctoring stuff. We liked him better then … because before that? He was like defending the enemy and we were pretty in somebodies face that was a lousy thing to do that his staff can beat up on patients and stuff. He was like did you tell her … we were like can we talk about regression??? Why is it that YOU don’t tell her. Oh, I don’t talk to her about anything like that. Oh well why the hell not … might save her dumb +_)(&%_#& if one of his patients decides to commit homicide while waiting because she interfered with being between the doctor’s door and the chair. I think somebody said something probably a little scary, but then we figured he was going to make us wait down the hall and that would drive us insanely crazy. Yes, not like just regular crazy.
So that was like our session. You know I don’t even think of his assistant usually inbetween visits, but this is a really bad one who waits til I’m sitting there thinking I can’t last another minute and she goes and buds in line before me taking control of the doctor. Man o man … I’m not really a violent person, but I think we could deck her good. Cept, by then we are so incapacitated, I don’t know … we are like staring down at the floor giving out all these visual images like don’t come close to me I’m officially insane, what is wrong with this lady anyway? But, then he says simply you imposed your Grandmother’s image onto … I won’t even say her name and she was keeping you from seeing me … cept I was your Grandfather. He’s not saying it exactly like this, but pretty close. Nothin left to do at that point, but glare angrily. So what if that was the case, even though I wasn’t thinking of it, but then like what the H+_(%*&_(@#* do you do then??? WELL NO(#%*&_*(%&@# I don’t want to wait til f_)(Q*%& next Thursday, what happened to my appointment today! I can’t even get to the point of taking off my coat. Today, he opened the door took care of that woman, and then motioned us to come in … we saw him do it, we can still see him doing it. BUT, we can’t budge an inch. We must of wasted another 5 minutes just staring at the floor before his door. NOOOO nobody wants to come in we are like this monster from H_)(&_)(. And if this cat don’t stop whacking me with her tail!!!
Umm, maybe writing isn’t such a good idea either. Maybe I better try going to bed. I think our teeth are white enough for the night. Let’s cash this one in ba… Oh that’s one more thing. Sr. sat in at another one of our meetings. We asked the clients when discussing formal and informal … if it was ok to call Sr. Theresa “Babe?” Umm, nobody thought that a good idea. We moved on wondering how many thoughts sneak out of our brain without our being able to control it. We were asking Dr. Marvin something … I know he was negotiating that we leave. Well what happens if I don’t want to leave … are you going to make me? Did I mention we’ve been regressive? Somebody got him to promise something … Not sure now, can’t remember. Something, something. I remember we asked him something about if he was mad because he had standed up but we were still sitting down. He was pretty nice about it as far as that kinda stuff go. But, for the record … it seems a pretty big shame to go through that much turmoil to see him, just to be saying goodbye.
Officially we were so out of it … I don’t think we officially said good bye … Oh yeah I remember him saying something about have a good week. Think that’s when someone pitched the pup tent. Good _(*#%&_(#$*& week … are you really a doctor??? Am I being a good patient now??
posted by Ann Marie @ 2/01/2007 10:35:00 PM
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