Ayn's Multiple World

All in a day and da day is about done!

Good morning. This is me. We started this morning, but we were out of time and only got a couple of paragraphs. So we’re going to try hard not to take too much time, but we need the feeling of writing to just tide us over. It’s now 9:00 am.

The group just left for church. I think that Karla is doing a good job. She’s behind on the goals, but otherwise is taking things pretty seriously. She talks to the people in a nice way that includes respect. They like her a lot. I’m glad they have her.

Ahha … just remembered. I saw one of the clients this morning who wrote to Thom by text message. The client wanted to know if he could have a picture of Thom and his wife he’d seen kissing on my computer. We figure that might be too much but we ran of a couple sheets of these … We figure that as soon as one of the group gets them the others will want them.



Ahh does me good just to look at them. I think it’s a good picture for the clients. Thom looks Marine Tuff, but protective of his new wife. Alexis looks very wonderful. I think they are going to like this. I’ll bring in the pictures after chapel. Then if there are any extra I’ll pass them around the Leadership group. It will go over really big. And then all I’ll need is a picture of Karate Joe.

Hmm, no picture there. We’ll figure that all out later. One thing at a time. I was over at facebook and YouTube looking around … it’s been awhile. Hmm, like to check out one more, brb. Hmm, now checked out MySpace too. It all seems a little depressive. I don’t want to go there really, but we had nightmares last night. I don’t know if it had anything to do with Dr. Marvin’s appointment. There really was not a lot of hard stuff I think in the session. There were a couple younger parts there and what I’m remembering now is that they didn’t want to talk about the secrets from their day. It’s holding well the little slip of paper in Dr. M’s desk drawer. He assured us that it was still safe.

Maybe that is what is making us feel depressed. We woke up in a bad state in that we needed a lot of reassurances from Rich in a huggy way just to sit up straight.

Finally, we came to the conclusion that a fudgicle or two would help. That seemed to get us past the hardest points. We went then into the living room and fooled around on the computer a bit. It was hard and still is to break out of the wooziness we’re feeling. Things are passing by and I don’t know where we are. I mean we’re at work and in the office, but I’m not sure our purposes of life.

We are spending some mental attention to the part that Rich is taking us to Bronson Missouri. Hmm, that’s right we’re supposed to look that up. He said something about a couple stage shows, but I’m not real confident on all that because of my lack of appreciation for crowds and country type music. I’m sure it’s all going to be great whatever we do, but this isn’t the kind of vacation I would plan for myself. I’m much more restrictive. I like to withdraw and really relax, play it easy … where Rich wants to get out and do stuff. I’m like a potato-cake.

Hmm. We’re back … it’s now 10:35 am. Cnn.com is playing in the background and we’re just getting back from visiting sites for Bronson, MO. I think because it is a road trip with Rich it will be a good thing, but at this time, I look more forward to being with him in the car for a long time more than for seeing one thing or another. There seems to be a lot of things to do, but I’m not so crazy about seeing a bunch of western stuff. They have other stuff too, but the only one I’m thinking I might want to go to is some kind of theatre where they have horses performing. I like animal shows. I don’t so much like people shows. I was also a little interested in golfing. They have 9 courses and I don’t know if they are all busy.

I don’t have golf clothes and I’ve never been, but one place advertised electronic golf carts with navigation thingies to track down you balls. I’m pretty sure I’d need something like that. I know I couldn’t want 3-4 hours or whatever to get through it. That’s all. Well maybe a thing from the 50’s wouldn’t be so bad.

There are a lot of things to do I know and Rich did say something about staying next to a lake. But, I think Bronson MO is like next to the Ozarks or something. All that seems to scare me. I’m just not a country “southern” type person.

I think he got recommendations from the guys in his fishing group. Maybe this is where they take their wives. But, is it a good place to take your sweetie? I’m pretty sure between then and now we’re going to feel bad about not being able to dress right or look right for this kind of place. I know that I’m one of the shier parts and they aren’t all like me. Just feeling worried. But, maybe anything I think of right now would be worrisome. Just feel scared in general. I feel like I’m hiding and anything could eat me.

I don’t know what to do to make me feel better. Maybe I should have to go out of my office. But, I don’t want to. Oh oh … Rich would say this is my calling card. I’m the one that doesn’t want to do ANYthing! Well, anything, but I already ate the pudding AND the pineapples. Somebody else will have to figure out lunch because I was too hungry.

I WANNA GO HOME!

Oh, but we gotta go to the bathroom first, brb.

*SIGH*

Ok, we’re back. I feel a little better. Not a real lot though. Sr. wasn’t in her office and Group 1 was at the library. Some are out doing volunteer work. Rosa was playing around doing something not real serious and Leadership group was in cooking.

Hmm, watched CNN for a few minutes. But, was thinking that I should do something for transportation tomorrow, but Rich has already said that we can use a cab. He said it might be like $10 each, but that I should make sure we’re safe. It seems like a lotta money for 1.5 miles, but better than walking it.

Hmm, maybe we should be thinking of other things that are important? But, I don’t know what they’d be. Hmm, I think I have to do something with our bank account.

Maybe somebody will help us. Maybe?

Hmm, I couldn’t do much there. I just signed on to be contacted within 3-5 days.

That’s a little disappointing. Might not happen until Tuesday to Thursday next week.

We did get our new books yesterday though. They were out in the lobby and we spotted them on our way out the door. You would have thought whoever signed for them could have told us they were there, but *sigh* that’s not the way it went. I should probably try harder to figure out where we got $108 in credit through Amazon, but right now we’re thinking that it was a gift from God. God bless him.

I’m thinking I would like to be looking at something on line, but I don’t know what. Anything seems better than doing work. Though I’m thinking that might catch up to us. It might be a good idea to set for a plan to at least clear off our desk it looks like this.



See … kinda messy. Looks like we got some movies and if you notice we have a big fly sitting on our cush ball. That’s about all that interests me over there. Well, we’ll get to it we want to do a little something before we have to think about Thinking Group. Hmm, went over to Amazon … it took a couple minutes to figure that situation out, but by the time we got to where we were going we didn’t really want to be there. I’m in a mood for more REALLY figuring out something new and cool.

Isn’t there something I’m supposed to be looking up? I’m better at that than most things. Hmm, we’re listening now to some soft sounds. We tried violet noise, but then went over to sailboat sounds. Just mostly soft waves hitting the boat as it floats along doing boat-stuff.

We’ve still got CNN on, but they are doing general stuff .. Hey Obama’s on! I think they are just warming up the audience for him. WooHOO … here comes our guy! They are having a hard time letting him get to the stage there are so many excited hands reaching out to shake his. He really is like a rock star. Crowds go crazy for him. WooHOO made it to the stage!

Looks like they are in Roanoke, VA. I have to watch my time a little, because I have to plan out the Thinking Group, but I’m so happy I caught this! I love his Thank YOU’s!



Woo Hoo. This is what we did for the group. It always turns out to be something that we’re thinking of … well at least sometimes. We looked on our chart and we did this one under natural supports and personal domain. We asked each of the questions – got through the whole thing. In between each question I went around to all the tables to make sure people were filling it proper, or if they needed help writing. They always feel good about this kind of stuff … like who doesn’t want to think of eating out with their family and laughing or giving gifts.

WooHOO!!! I did it … I did something good! I got done with the Thinking Group even though Sr. yelled because she thought she’d throw in a couple of rules I had no idea of – as if 9 years of history was not the same as last week when I missed the meeting, and then she yelled because she didn’t want everyone putting up chairs, just 4-5 people. She was yelling again as if this other wasn’t the 9 year pattern of how things had gone. Yes ma’am, Yes ma’am. Thanks for the check Halalloya it’s FRIDAY!!!

After that all was gotten over … we decided we should clean up the place and start with a fresh face on Monday. So, we cleared off all the desks. We weren’t doing real thinking work so we left on CNN in the background, but we did ALLLL the rest of putting away things including filling up the files. WOOHOO!!! This is what it looks like now, but I’m not sitting around looking at it with you, because we’re headed out the door … THADDA GIRL!! Rich or no Rich … IT’S the WEEKEND and its an OBAMA WEEKEND AT THAT!

posted by Ann Marie @ 10/17/2008 04:21:00 PM Comments: 0