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Sunday, August 20, 2006

Just a few moments of us

Good morning,

This is us … I know it has been a long time since we’ve written anything. Mostly because we’ve been doing so much videos. We have have just a few moments – 15, now to write because it wouldn’t make sense to start a video at this point. We are going to be going to the multiples meeting at 10 am. I better check that time once more, wait. Yep 10 am central time. I’ve been looking very forward to these meetings. Even though just a little bit more happens each time. I haven’t been able to figure out much of who everyone is, we’re sorta doing it right now as … do we remember that one was in the room before and do we remember if she was nice and nice to talk to? We’re still having problems being afraid someone is going to get mad at us, and then too you want to present your best foot forward. It’s ok that sometimes we are silly though, cuz that’s not one of our baddest feet. *Sigh*

I think we have a lot of updating to do with the video’s. We did 3 yesterday, but the second one got away from us and got to be too big to post. Maybe those will be like our special bonus videos if someone were to ever find our work after we were gone. Hmm, better say that now so its not too hidden.

Hey guys this is Mom … if you want more videos of us – longer ones, look inside the notebook of “our documents.” Look especially for video’s over about 2 hours and 10-15 minutes. Like yesterdays was 2 hours and 45 minutes … so that one didn’t make the uploading scene. Ok? Good, that’s all thanks. Keep on having your regular life. I love you the mostest! Mom.

Ok, ok … that’s all taken care of. We’re still on problem time with school, work, Dr. M. and our buddies fishing again. V and us haven’t been connecting much, mostly because we’ve been staying up too late and not getting up in time before he goes to work or does other things. I think also there are differences in the relationship now because there is so much he is missing of our life, because the videos are too long for him to watch or listen to. We are both working on letting me be with the school. Most likely we’re going to mess that up really bad. I need so much to talk to Dr. M. it is just downright silly. But, I don’t see that happening … at least not this week. I thought we’d put good effort forth in negotiating something, but Dr. M never wrote back, so I have to assume that it is bad news.

Part of what we’re going through now is testing the waters for settling for a lot less in life. That’s about as far as we can go into it without becoming pretty disturbed. It’s almost time for the meeting now anyway. We’re going to post this short note for the hell of it. But, I think there are 3-5 video’s we are going to want to post before this. I’m not sure, cuz we lost track of them. Maybe we can fix that today, finish the work we brought home, AND figure out how much time to finish that last paper. Those are the particular goals we need to be doing this week. But, most important right now, we want to feel connected to other multiples. Cuz, we’re feeling pretty gosh darn lonely, especially without our guys anymore.

Us